Saturday, May 31, 2008

My Black Pencil & Tattoo Mania

There are two kinds of people in this world..(take this line as research not plagiarism). The BIG PLANNERS & the not so big IMPULSIVE ones, and i belong to the later category.. point stated.
But this story is not about the categorisation of people. Its about "my black pencil" and all the memoirs attached to it.
So, as mentioned i consider myself very impulsive(So do bank credit card folks..I've references u see). In addition to being that I also have the tendency to get attached to certain petty things. Things which seem so important to me then, but when they come in my reach i dont care.
one such thing was my black pencil. A matt-finish black lead pencil which was quite heavy.( I hate to call it a thing). She came in my life in my first yr of engineering as a gift from someone. And with her i always felt secure. She helped me clear my "engineering graphics" back then. As i progressed furthur, just having it in my hand made me study better. (Before any1 starts calling the asylum). one day destiny struck. I LOST IT.
I was so heartbroken. And till date I miss her. I like to believe some1 stole it. (P.S. please return it, if u reading).
That was episode 1, just a tribute to things i lost. Chapter 2 is about the things I've done on impulse, there are many. some did lead to not-so-good consequences. But i still stand by each and everyone of my decisons. So heres the latest I've done on impulse.
1.I dont know whats the big deal about getting a tattoo. But all the people I've spoken to, make a typical face.. how do i describe it... the kind of face madhubala will make if she comes to know mallika is considered sexy in today's world. well, doesnt make any sense. In short, people disapprove, but i fail to understand why.(i'd love to have a debate on this 1)I failed to mention this fact in my list of "things I wanna do b4 i turn 30" but tattoo was to be on the list. good it made this 1. Till now i think if some1 is sure enough tht he/she wants it..go get it.. Finally its your desison. maybe in the long run it'll effect. But point is feed your impulse. Next time i get the force.. i may change my momentum to get 2 more done. Its all about standing out.. and if u have it in u.. etre seul..
So, thats the whole story, I have no idea if it makes sense or not. But when i think of tattoo i remember my black pencil. because things didnt change after i lost her. (i miss her) .I did clear my education, things wont have changed if i had not made the latest impulsive action, but i dont wanna miss having a tattoo at 70. another senseless analogy. But life wud be boring if we try put sense in everything.

Tuesday, May 27, 2008

This is a song from a serial which was aired long back on SONY।Strange part is that i still remember all the lyrics,stranger that it still seems fresh to me


क्यों लग रहा है सब कुछ नया सा,
यह दिल ना जाने, बिन पहचाने है बेचैन।
ज़िंदगी में क्या मोड़ आए,
कुछ पा लिया हे, कुछ छोड़ आए
कोई जुदा है कोई है पास
खुश धड़कने हैं दिल है उदास
कैसा सफर है कैसी डगर हे
यह दिल ना जाने बिन पचाने है बेचैन।
सोच के जब भी मैंने देखा,
एक दिखी है मुझको रेखा,
इस पार जिसके छलकते हैं रंग,
उस पार बीते दिनों का है संग
किस को चुनू में किसकी सुनु में
यह दिल ना जाने बिन पहचाने है बेचैन.